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But don't you realize,
I'm just as broken as you?


I'm David.
Let me smoke my cigarettes,
Let me drink my tea.
I won't bug you all that much,
If you just leave me be.


Baby, you're a fucking disease.
You're a want, and a need.


You make me need a cigarette,
And I don't even smoke.


I'm Eliza.
Let me take my pills,
Let me eat my candy.
I'll always be a bother,
Because you're the world to me.


People tell me theres a time for everything,
But is there ever a time for nothing?


And in the quiet of the night,
You were on my mind.
And when the sheets were in tangles,
You were shivers down my spine.


But if you were to see me underneath this,
Horrible, selfish man, would you dare
To push him off me, and save me?


And I fucked him, because his hands felt like yours.


I didn't like curls until I met you.


I didn't drink at all,
Then you showed up.
Now I'm going to AA meetings,
And sipping from a cup.
Every. 10. Minutes.


I'm afraid of everyone,
Because they all scared me at one point.


I get nervous around those artsy kids,
Because I know they are better then me.


Your bright eyes frighten me sometimes.


When I smoked, it calmed me down.
It felt like everything was okay with the world,
Except the bad aftertaste it left in my mouth.


Are you having fun, crying your eyes out,
While sipping at your bottle of gin?
I fucking hope so.
I hope leaving me was worth it.


Go wreck your fucking car,
I really don't give a shit anymore.


Coffee And Cigarettes.
That was her favorite breakfast.


I hate all men,
Because all of the ones I've been with
Have turned out to be pricks.


They are all the same in the end.


I'm always the one being chosen second.
There will always be someone better then me,
Someone chosen over me.
I will never win.


The real reason I smoke
Is because it makes me
Feel
Closer to her.


I let that smoke surround me,
And, dear god, is it cloudy.


I have always been selfish in relationships.
My happiness was always on my top priority.
The other person didn't matter.
But then, you came along.
I found myself having one purpose:
To make you happy.
When you smile, I smile.
When you laugh, I laugh.
When you cry, I cry.
I wanted to become your sunshine.
Your only sunshine.


Let me be your sunshine,
Your only sunshine.
Let me make you happy,
When skies are gray.
And I wish you knew dear,
How much I love you.
Oh, please.
Don't push me away.


Finally,  I am getting what I wanted.


Typically, there is only two sides:
The cup is half full, or
The cup is half empty.
But me, I think of the poor cup -
It's always getting judged.


Let me make up for what he's done,
You just have to take me in.


All I want to do is take care of you.


I believe I went backwards in life:
When I was a child, everything was difficult.
When I was pre-teen, everything was slowly getting easier.
Now, I am a teenager.
Things are still not easy.
But they're easier then ever.


He gave me a dead stare as I performed on that stage.
I would glance up at him when I wasn't saying my lines.
Two voices formed as I did so.
One said, "He's doing it to scare you. Ignore him, hurry!"
The other said, "He realized he lost someone great, and brave."
I like to think voice number two is correct.


My mother told me that god created everyone.
And god doesn't make mistakes.
Mistakes, meaning gays.
If being gay is a mistake, then god must have done alot of fuck ups.


I stood on that stage, and let those eyes judge me.
Now, I feel like I have an advantage in life.
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:iconablativelove:
Wow. I wanted to go "textwallplz", but then I actually bothered to read it, and now I want to say "Get out of my head!".
:)

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-You have cancer.
-That's not very funny Doctor House.
-It's growing on your humerus - I'd say that makes it down-right hilarious.
92% of the teenage population are in a group that doesn't include the other 8%. If you aren't, good for you.
:iconsameoldsongs:
Awesome, again.

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"A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world"

-Oscar Wilde
:iconnoodle-noodle:
Thank you very much :]

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I'm a good kid, with bad habits.
:iconnoodle-noodle:
Thank you very much :]

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I'm a good kid, with bad habits.
:iconablativelove:
your welcome :]

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-You have cancer.
-That's not very funny Doctor House.
-It's growing on your humerus - I'd say that makes it down-right hilarious.
92% of the teenage population are in a group that doesn't include the other 8%. If you aren't, good for you.

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